My First Date ?

Micheal Jackson - This Is It (12.11.09)

Michael Jackson's This Is It will offer Jackson fans and music lovers worldwide a rare, behind-the-scenes look at the performer as he developed, created and rehearsed for his sold-out concerts that would have taken place beginning this summer in London's O2 Arena.

Chronicling the months from April through June, 2009, the film is produced with the full support of the Estate of Michael Jackson and drawn from more than one hundred hours of behind-the-scenes footage, featuring Jackson rehearsing a number of his songs for the show. Audiences will be given a privileged and private look at Jackson as he has never been seen before.

In raw and candid detail, Michael Jackson's This Is It captures the singer, dancer, filmmaker, architect, creative genius and great artist at work as he creates and perfects his final show.

Aciddent At Petaling Jaya

This tragedy happen 1 month ago,hmm i think la,because don't remember that date .So the story begin when my abah, grandmothe,my sister and my auntie under way nak pergi ke Shah Alam to return a beg .My auntie alway said "EDA JAGAN LUPA PAKAI TALI PINGANG ! " tapi aku hirau kan je,malas nak layan hmmm.and 30 minute later,My abah stop at petaling jaya sebab jam . And tak sampai 5 minit ada kereta langar dekat belakang,then kereta mula kedepan secara automatik. Aku dengan tak pakai tali pinggan terus terhantuk 2 KALI .i fell blank,and bila sedar i fell i want to cry And just thinking about emma,and a few minit later i call her and told her that i aciddent,dia terkejut gila and she cry ,i said i'm ok just .To me emma is everything,serious aku tak fikir siapa2 selain emma .Lepas call emma .kitaorang semua pergi balai polis untuk buat laporan,Habis kereta atok rosak teruk .That aciddent memberi pelajaran kepada aku supaya sentiasa berhati2 and PAKAI TALIPINGANG KELEDAR

Akak Nak Kawen !

Hello again blogger lama kot takk update blog ni,Since 3 month ago..I think,So what happen in my life now is my sister is getting married with POLICE . By the way tak ada la suprise sangat sebab before ni my sister in love with police jugakk .And sekarang ni tinggal 2 week je my family nk kemas2 rumah yang banyak "BARANG-BARANG" .Omg i still can't believe that my sister is getting married,All stuft for wedding day is almost done . Hantaran is almost done and kad kawin pon da hantar,my abah is really scared because yang ni kali pertama dia akan jadi wali for my sister .And one i thing i want wish to ALLAH harap2 hari tak akan hujan and nothing happen dekat majlis kawin tu nanti :)

"What kind of a friend are you?" (face book quiz)

you are quit and shy.you care what people think about you a little more then most.you like to be listen and keep secrets.you can trusted with anything.you don't like a attention to be on you.you are a little lonely,but never let on.you let down the barriers around your friends and know how to have a good time despite yourself.you tend to hide and get nervous in new situations,you thounght a deep,and you are very SMART .the another see you ad mysterious frusterating,but they love you

HANGOUT

Yeahh dapat jugak ke luar !haha da bpe bulan da aku xkua hangout dgn member. . .aku keluar ruma lebih kurang pkul 12 then di sebab kan takut bus lambat thap cipan aku jalan KAKI rumah sampai la ke giant,gle penat ohh abis hancho make up aku T_T..tunggu pye tunggu bus t305 pown sampai =.=". .kalau aku taw la kan,aku tunggu je bus kat dpn skola rendah tu xyah susa2 nk jln kaki..jauh tu T_T..then sampai LRT wangsa maju pastu tanpa membuang mase dan tenaga aku,aku terus beli tiket and naik train menuju ke KUALA LUMPUR CONVENSION CENTER,tujuan dye nk tgk wayang je ;DD. .bila sampai aku terus jpe Bashir dekat LRT then terus pg usya cte ape yang ada. . Asal kiteorang nak tengok cte JENIFER BODY(megan fox blakon tuh)tapi cte tu xkua lagi la adoi..aku tgk US pye tayangan patut la salah. . lagi pown kalau nk tgk mcm lepas kan sbb cte tu 18PL . . agk2 aku tgk NEW MOON ni lepas ke x T_T,penat ni kumpul duet..hurmm da semua cte xley nk tgk aku and Bashir tgk cte G FORCE. . cte genapig genius. . then da tgk kejadah semua pg KINOKUNIYA tgk buku2 yang ada kat situ..agk lama ahh,tp buku kat situ SUMPAH MAHAL,satu buku kecik pown da 60 ringgit..gile o_O. . da lpas pg kdai tu kiteorg pown naik train pg JAYA JUSCO. .kejadah buku enta yang si bashir bli ni then da penat jalan semua kiteorg pown balik la ape lg,nasib bus cpt sampai klu x alamat ye BESOK je la aku blik =.="

ape yang susah sangat ?

kenapa la susah sangat ko nak kate terima kasih kat aku ?dengan cara ko tu,nampak sangat ko tak hargai langsung benda yang aku dekat ko.susah sangat ke nak ucapkan terima kasih ?ok fine ni da kali ke 2 ko buat aku macam ni,fist mase bithday aku,aku just nak ko wish happy bithday je kat aku tu je aku tak harap menda lain,tapi ko xbuat,macam menda tu terasa susah gila ko nak cakap.semua menda nak aku tanye nak aku ingatkan,wtf ?!just satu ungakapan terima kasih dari ko pon aku susah nak dengar.selama ni ko pernah sedar tak yang ko da banyak buat aku sakit hati ?aku rasa ko tak pernah sedar,ko buat aku ni bukan sape2 pada diri ko,serious aku benci and meluat tgk ko skang.

Yay ! Baju Raya Dah Siap c[;

haha akhir ye da siap baju raya aku ;D,walau pown baju kurung hehe.lama oh nak tunggu my beloved atuk jahitkan baju kurung ni,every year dia akan ingat kan kiteorg if nak jahit baju hantar dekat dia cepat2 kalau tak nanti lambat siap ;D, kali ni kire happy la sebab siap awal,seblom puasa pulak tu da siap da siap hehe

Heal the World -Micheal Jackson

There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow.
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow.
There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space, make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.


If you want to know why
There's a love that cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for joyful giving.
If we try we shall see
In this bliss we cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living
Then it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
Make a better world, make a better world.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race.
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Bridge:
And the dream we would conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth, crucify it's soul
Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly
Be God's glow.


We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart I feel
You are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear
Together we'll cry happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords into plowshares
We could really get there
If you cared enough for the living
Make a little space to make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Refrain (2x)


There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.
There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.

You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children

11 Layers of Me

Layer One: On the Outside
Full Name	: aida jazlina binti hamdan
Birthday	: 22 april 1993
Current Location	: lembah keramat
Eye Color	: black
Hair Color	: black
Righty or Lefty	: Lefty
Zodiac Sign	: taurus
Layer Two: On the Inside
Your Strengths	: mad
Your Fears	: i'm fear to allah
Your Weaknesses	: when somebody waching me ;D
Ambition in life	: wanna be a good girl
Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up	: thinking about that dream
Your bedtime	: 2.00 a.m
Your most missed memory	: in pavillion 20 march 2009
Layer Four: Pick Your Choice
Pepsi or Coke	: coke
McDonald's or Burger King	: burger king
Single or Group dates	: single
Adidas or Nike	: adidas
Lipton Tea or Nestea	: lipton tea
Chocolate or Vanilla	: chocolate
Cold Coffee or Hot Coffee	: i hate coffee
Layer Five: Do You
Smoke	: no
Have a current crush	: yes
Think you've been in love	: yes everyday i think about that
Want to get married	: of course !
Believe in yourself	: sometime
Think you're a health freak	: nothing is freak !
Layer Six: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol	: no
Gone to the mall	: yes
Eaten Sushi	: yes
Gone skating	: no
Dyed your hair	: no
Layer Seven: Have Your Ever?
Played a stripping game	: no
Gotten beaten up	: no
Changed who you were to fit in	: no
Layer Eight: Getting Old
Age you are hoping to be married	: my 27 or 28
Layer Nine: Perfect Mate
Best Eye Color	: green
Best Hair Color	: red
Short or Long Hair	: long hair
Layer Ten: What were you doing...
1 Minute Ago	: typing this question
1 Hour Ago	: i drink
1 Day Ago	: online
1 Year Ago	: PMR
Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence
I Love	: to do something good
I Feel	: sad
I Hate	: my school
I Hide	: half of my secret
I Miss	: someone so badly
I Need	: love

Lepas Rindu

Oh yeahh hari yang di tunggu2 ;D.Hari ni last test so aku agk happy la hee ~.actually aku bukan happy pasal tu je,happy pasal dpt jpe raz hari ni !yay !haha tyme tgh amik exam tu x abis2 tegok jam skang da kol bpe lalala ~smpai pukul 1.05 p.m then loceng pown bunyi KRING !(walau pown loceng da rosak buat la bunyi sendiri haha).lepas da bunyi loceng tu aku terus turun and pergi jumpa firdaus,bashir,anis and hanie.kinda weird sebab diorang ikot c[x,ikut kan ikutkan hati aku memang x suka sebab selalu firdaus and bashir je yang follow kiteorang.but x kesah la i'm happy with everyone(i guess).Then cerita pown bermula..masa keluar sekolah je bus da ada kat depan skola,kiteorang semua tercari2 mane anak razif ni kan,and sebab kan dia kite orang semua tertinggal bus(sial la ko raz c[x)then aku bukak hp 3 skali msg dari raz,bodo pye budak.lalala~ jumpa raz dekat2 dengan kawasan skola.da jpe tu terus borak2 sambil tunggu bus yang mungkin 20 tahun akan tibe.lpas da tunggu bus lama sgt kan kiteorang pown amik kepusan naek cab je(Damn duh ) kite orang naik 2 cab sbb xmuat naik 1 cab je coz yang ikut ye ramai.bla2 smpai jj,pastu kumpul then trus pg mcd.itu je keje kite orang bila da sampai sana borak2 tu je(agak boring la)pastu firdaus kate "ko asal buat mke ?"then raz lak kate"bukan setiap kali kua ke dia akan buat muke"wtf duh aku buat muka ape ?serious sedar duh haha.then dalam pukul 4 mcm tu kiteorang balik sebab da lewat petang kan

Maksud Hari Kelahiran On Face Book ;D

Aida Jazlina has taken the quiz What does your day of birth say about you? and she was born on a Thursday.

Personality Traits
- Exuberant and cheerful. 
- Deep thinker. 
- Good sense of humor. 
- Understanding nature. 
- Faithful towards family, friends and your love. 
- Easy going. 
- Attractive personality. 
- Generous. 
- Amiable. 
- Ambitious.

Puasa

Hari ni (17.08.09)da masuk 4 hari aku puasa,peghh penat tu T_T..nak tunggu 4 hari tu macam ape je.btw aku patut ye ganti puasa last month but asyik TANGUH je naik sampai bulan 8 kalang kabut nak ganti puasa,sbb lagi bpe minggu je kot nk puasa gila ape nak tangguh sampai tahun depan,penat aku nak ganti =.=".Tapi yang best ye kalau aku puasa mak mesti beli or masak benda yang sedap2 terutama AIR SOYA WAK wahh sedap ye.so aku ingat nak sambung puasa hari isnin and selase ;D pastu habis haha seronok ye ;D

People That I Love ;D

Firdaus :si budak gila,suka sangat kawan dengan dia sebab dia gila macam aku haha,dia ni open gila oh.dia sentiasa ada bila aku sedih ke,nak lepas geram ke nak ngumpat ke OPSS c[; ..ramai orang cakap dia ni pondan la ape la dan aku KESAH lagi dengan ape yang orang nak cakap pasal dia and dia peminat YASMIN AHMAD.

Bashir :budak poket penuh ?haha memang pown,if aku nak kua mesti ajak dia sebab poket dia sentiasa penuh dan ada je time nak kua.dia ni macam firdaus gak gila ahaha.sumtime cakap macam dia ni bajet bagus la tapi standart la manusia mane yang sempurna kan ?heee ~

Raz :dia ni suke gila buli and menyakat aku kat skola owhh,sumtime cara buat aku agak sakit ati awh,ingat lagi dulu masa mula2 kenal,peghh da macam orang gila da haha.tapi skang sumpah rindu kat dia owh ;[,dia pinda teknik langkawi dalam bulan 2 mcm tu la but yang best ye dia still ingat aku lagi wahh thanks raz

Qayyum :dia baik,suka buat aku gelak,sporting,perangai kitaorang pown lbih kurang sama je kot yang lain ye cuma dia laki aku pompuan haha.kita orang kenal tahun lepas and mase tu aku form 3 dye form 4(dia tua 1 thn)kenal melalui my belove brother joe ;D.kita orang rapat gila dulu,sampai satu skola kecoh ingat kitaorang ni couple.wtf duhh haha.tapi tu dulu skang kita orang x brapa rapat da sbb dia bz dengan SPM dia.

Amirrul :gila computer,suka memekak itu la dia.dan dia ni sayang la sangat dengan abang kesayangan dia tu joe and jaz (sebenarnye diorang tu abang aku).kalau hari minggu x datang tido or lepak kat uma aku tak sah.and2 dia suka nyanyi lagu CHAKARONMAKARON wahahahaha

Hamizan :MALU,MANA BOLE BAGI TAHU.itu la perkataan yang akan di sebut if tanye sesuatu jawapan or pertanyaan(siot la ko).sebenar ye copy dari ayt tu dari abg aku joe.dia kan gay haha,dia agak baik la jugak,suka melepak kat rumah aku dan tidur kat aku if ada abang aku je,klu xda haram nak datang rumah ahaha.

Hizami : Abang yang baik bagi aku la ;D,dye ni slalu bagi nasihat kat aku and dye ni slalu kate xda awek la ape lalala tak caye2 yang dia x da awek.aku slalu perli dia and kite orang agak rapat la hurmm bole di kate kan dia ni (abang angkat)aku la ;] heee.kenal since aku darjah2(tak ingat bile)and kenal dia dari my brother joe ;D

Hazwan :budak myspace yang sungguh baik hati dan dia tempat aku luah kan perasaan gak ;D .aku dengan dia jauh satu tahun je bermaksud aku form 4 dye form 3.kenal tahun lpas mse tu aku on9 tgh2 mlm then tgh bosan2 add la dia.dan kita orang rapat la jugak kan,sumtime je tego kat skola sbb kitaorang dpn2 jarang cakap or jpe,just dalam internet je

eyka :suka mengeleseh kat aku,rimas duhh haha.tapi xkesah la ;).eyka ni lawa baik pulak tu,dia x prnah berkira dengan aku terutama berkira pasal duit and dia pandai gunting rambut.dia selalu nasihat kat aku syg ko eyka ;D

Liayana :dia suka bagi nasihat, rajin pemurah semua orang kat dalam kelas sanyang dia ;D.apa2 msalah aku mesti bagi tahu dia.liayana salah sorang budak paling pndai kat dalam kelas tapi kan kalau dia marah PEGHHH gila la serious MENAKUTKAN

Amalina : kenal since dalam standart 2 ;D,muka dia macam kucing owhh serious comel gila:D.kawan baik yang paling lama aku ada haha.dye ni perangai macam budak2 skit tapi kat skola je macam tu tapi dekat rumah dye ni garang gila owhh da macam mak org da aku tengok ahaha tapi pape pown dia ni tabah gila aku respect gila dengan si amalina tahrin :D

Twilight Book

1. Twilight
2. New moon
3. Eclipse
4. Breaking dawn
   

Cara Membuat spaghetti bolognese

Bahan-bahan ( 6 orang )

• 500 gram spaghetti (sepeket)
• 500 gram daging lembu cincang
• 200 ml susu
• 1 labu bawang besar kuning – dicincang halus
• 1 ulas bawang putih – dicincang halus
• 1 tin sedang tomato puri
• 4-5 tomato segar ranum - didadu
• 1 batang carrot – didadu kecil
• 2 batang celery – didadu kecil
• 1 tin cendawan butang – dihiris (optional)
• 1 kiub stok daging lembu (optional)
• 1/2 sudu teh herba Oregano kering atau Italian Mixed Herbs
• Sedikit garam dan gula secukup rasa
• 3 sudu besar minyak zaitun (kalau taknak beli boleh pakai minyak masak biasa)
• 2 sudu besar butter
• Parutan keju parmesan – untuk menghidang
• NOTA : Semua bahan bernota optional tidak ada dalam resipi asal authentic Italian Bolognese. Tapi boleh ditambah ikut citarasa.
• NOTA : Resipi asal juga ada masuk 200ml red wine. Saya selalu gantikan dengan prune juice kalau ada bahan kat rumah. Tapi kalau tak ada I tak masukkan pun, ok juga rasanya, tak banyak beza.

Cara-cara

1. Rebus 2 liter air dalam periuk besar, masukkan 2 sudu teh garam. Bila air mendidih baru masukkan spaghetti. Kacau sekali-sekala dan masukkan satu sudu teh minyak zaitun (atau minyak masak) agar pasta tak melekat. Bila pasta sudah lembut angkat dan toskan.
2. Sos Bolognese : Gunakan periuk yang tinggi dan dalam. Panaskan minyak zaitun,masukkan butter dan kacau. Bila butter cair dan berbuih masukkan bawang besar dan bawang putih cincang. Jangan dibiar garing, cukup sekadar bawang layu.
3. Masukkan daging cincang. Ketuk-ketuk daging biar semua hancur dan bentuk/saiznya seragam. Goreng hingga daging keperangan.
4. Masukkan semua sayuran, goreng lagi hingga sayur-sayur lembut.
5. Masukkan susu. Kuatkan api hingga susu mendidih, kacau selalu. Bila nampak semua susu telah diserap daging, masukkan tomato puri dan tomato segar. Guna tin tomato puri itu untuk sukat 2 tin air, tambah ke dalam kuah. Kacau sos sambil di tekan-tekan tomato yang nampak berbiji hingga hancur.
6. Masukkan herba, kiub (jika guna), garam dan gula secukup rasa.
7. NOTA : Jika guna kiub, bagi saya tak masuk garam pun takpe sebab dah masin. Gula cume perlu 1/4 sudu teh saja sebab susu telah memaniskan sos. Again, mesti dirasa dan timbang sendiri masam, manis dan masin sos.
8. Biar mendidih lebih kurang 7 minit, kemudian perlahankan api paling kecil. Renihkan dengan periuk separa tertutup hingga sos pekat.
9. Boleh hidang dengan parutan keju parmesan.
10. NOTA : Orang Itali secara tradisi, merenih sos Bolognese sampai 4 jam! Kalau nak jimat gas, 2 jam pun dah cukup lama hehe. Saya cuma renih 1 jam kali ni, sos jadi pekat dan menyalut spaghetti dengan cantik sekali. Dan yang penting, rasanya authentic Italian!

A Little To Not Over You -David Archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what i tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, i know it is
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe i regret
Everything i said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now i'm on my own
How i let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And i really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

You Are Not Alone - Micheal Jackson

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

You Belong With Me -Taylor Swift

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

Teardrops On My Guitar-Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

Trying To Be A Perfect Muslim Girl

fistime meet with tudung when i standart 6,masa mula-mula pakai tu yeah mengaku sangat rimas !and aku ambil keputusan untuk free hair.and bila sudah masuk ke alam sekolah menengah aku mula terbiasa untuk memakai tudung kerana peraturan sekolah itu memang mewajibkan semua pelajar perempuan untuk memakai tudung.dan sampai sudah ke tingkatan 4 aku telah di jemput pergi ke majlis hari kelahiran rakan aku,ketika pergi ke majlis tersebut aku tidak memakai tudung hanya sehelai t-shirt dan jeans.ketika aku di majlis tersebut aku bertemu dengan rakan aku iaitu liyana dan farahin,mereka seolah-olah tidak kenal akan diri aku kerana wajah aku nampak begitu berlainan ketika bertudung.dan beberapa hari kemudian rakan aku liyana berkata aku kelihatan cantik ketika bertudung di sekolah dan aku seolah-olah nampak seperti seorang perempuan muslim yang sempurna.sejak dari hari itu aku mula berfikir denagn lebih mendalam mengenai perkara tersebut, dan aku mengaku bahawa hati aku hampir terbuka untuk memakai tudung,di dalam hati,aku teringin sangat memakai tudung di depan umum tetapi aku belum bersedia,aku tidak tahu bilakah aku akan besedia untuk memakai tudung.aku tidak mahu memakai tudung secara paksaan,aku inin memakai tudung untuk ALLAH bukan untuk siapa-siapa,mungkin orang tidak memahami situasi yang aku hadapi sekarang

Carnival at my school (day 2)

2nd day carnival 19.07.09

yeahh hari ni best skit :),mula2 macam ni taw.that morning i think i don't want came to the carnival because tak ada member =.=".then bila da pkul 12 tghari tu rasa nak pg pulak so siap2 la nak pegi carnival tu,sampai skola since dalam pukul 12.30 macam tu then terjumpa uja so lypak la dgn dye.hurmm masa mula2 jumpa uja tu,dia cerita yg bofie dia maki dia at PUBLIC,oh my goshh i can't believe it yang bofie dye sanggup nak malu kan GIRLFRIEND sendiri dekat depan public,even nak maki pown pegi la tempat lain jangan la dekat depan PUBLIC.don't you think that you do something stupid dekat orang ramai ?yang uja ni ape lagi always story ape yg terjadi,always the same topic,boring ye =.=".but demi kawan aku dgr ape dye nak story and bagi dye nasihat,hope dye dengar la nasihat aku tu.then since dalam pukul 2 tu kiteorg pg tgk concert nasyid :),bole dikate kan semua budak skola lua HANDSOME kot,terutama dari skola gombak setia ni wushh i fall in love with him haha,aku ingat dia tu abang aqila(member classmate),rupa ye x kot,enta x tye dia agy ahaha.concert tu abis dlm pkul 5 lbih macam tu,then bila nk blik mr Q tegur,oh my goshh macam x percaya yang dia tegur aku haha,tapi x kesa la aku nak move on kot

Carnival at my school

1st day carnival 18.07.09

first's day it's so boring,nothing special.even aku dgn kwn2 aku pown rse bosan,aku tataw ape yg aku rase sampai la kawan aku tegur"ko asal muram je duh".aghh aku pown tak faham nape aku jadi macam tu.aku dtg carnival tu since dalam 9.30 macam tu la,nothing to do,just lypak and cuci mata lalala cause aku mls nk bli kupon,if ada pown 1 rinngit kupon yg emma give to me beli air da abis, emma bagi kupon tu sebab emma xpg hari karnival so dye bagi that kupon to me :),how sweet.then at 12 we going to klcc do something stupid haha,btw klcc tu manyak boyan la,ngorat orang macam nak ngorat tikus je,swit2 sopak baru taw hishh.Then dalam pukul 3 macam tu kite org balik ke pangkal jalan cause everyone tired da.

can't stop

Oh my goshh why i can't stop to love you ?Everytime i saw you Mr.Q,my heart always want to scream!Every night i cry and asking my self why i have to love you ?I'm suffer,my heart always broke when i seen you with your girlfriend.i know you have a nice girlfriend(i think),but i don't know why i can't stop to love you,ever !i know you think you are not perfect,but for me Mr.Q you are prefect,i don't care what people say about you,because right now you are everything for me,apart of my life and my blood.every night i thinking of you,try to hear your voice and remember about my memory with you Mr.Q.But i think you don't know what i fell,you never understand me !when i'm with you Mr.Q you always with your handphone and typing message and talk about your girlfriend.You know i love you,but why you still talking about that !you think i don't care about that huh?!i'm really2 frusturated ok !i'm always want to talk about that to you but i can't,because i don't want you know,because i have a million reason.i'm just acting when i'm with you,and told you that i'm happy and always smile.but inside i'm not happy but i'm SUFFER !that's is all fake !


p/s :sori if engglish aku terabur =.="

Gone Too Soon..

micheal jackson or mickael bin abdullah,go to ramatullah 25.06.09.Sedih gila owhh,macam tak percaya yang dia da pergi,bg aku dia pergi terlalu awal tapi nak buat mcm mane Allah lebih syg kan dye dan aku harap dia dapat di kebumikan cepat.Sebab family dye tu rse2 ye gila kot tnam org yang da meninggal lmbt2,kesian dia yang kat ats tuh.Actually sebelom ni aku tak pernah pown pikir pasal dia da meninggal baru la aku sebok2 nk dengar lagu2 dia,kumpul berita pasal dia,mcm firdaus kata "bila da xda baru nk sebok2".Serious duh aku sedih thp karma even dia xda kene mengena dgn aku pown aku tataw knp aku sedih.Yang ini fistime aku sedih sbb org yg aku x knl.Kehilangan dia bukan aku seorang je yang rasa tapi seluruh dunia,tmbh2 lagi org yg sayang kat micheal gila bab*.Aku berharap sangat2 aku dpat jumpa dia di alam lain nanti.Aku hanya mampu memberikan al-fatihah kepada micheal.Dan harap2 dosa2 dia diampun kan,semoga roh dia di cucuri rahmat..

Rindu kau

Oh my goshhhh !aku rindu gile dengan anak razif ni.Fistime si raz azlan ni masok dalam mimpi aku,then dia hug aku pulak tu,sumpah berasap gile ohh,then dye kata"AIDA AKU RINDU KAU ".Yela kalau dulu tiap-tiap hari aku jumpa raz ni tapi skang da xjumpa da sebab dia da masok teknik langkawi,nak contact susa,nak jumpa apa lagi,lagi la susa !wahhh aku rasa nak nangis je,terasa macam dia da lupa kat aku,fidot and bashir.aku ingat lagi time hari koko tahun lepas,baru je fistime jumpa terus rapat mcm orang gila sampai la sekarang.Demi allah aku xpernah lupa kat raz,sebab dia member baik aku yang aku sayang :) .even dia nak cari girlfriend pown aku kena amik tahu sebab aku xnak hati dia terluka,macam kes azni uja dulu la.Aku halang raz tu couple,pegi mampos la orang nak pikir ape en yang penting aku aku tak nak dia couple denagn minah yang bajet play girl tu.Yang tu dlu la skang aku dengan uja da jd member baik da.Tapi satu je aku nak si raz azlan tu taw yang AKU RINDU KAU LA RAZ AZLAN !

cerita hari selasa (16.06.09)

Hari ni hari selasa,baru je 2 hari start skola.but i still xtak puas dengan holiday hari tu sebab tak puas kot haha c(;.hurmm my tuesday mula macam ni tau,aku datang lambat tau dan aku mintak-mintak tak nak selisih dengan orang yang gila-gila aku rindu tahap karma !aku ada sebab buat semua tu bukan saja-saja .btw tak ada la lambat mana aku datang sekolah dalam 7.15 or 7.20 macam tu la.then bila aku sampai betol2 kat depan pintu sekolah aku nampak pompuan gila tu,dye pandang aku pahal ?!tak puas hati ke babiiii !dan benda yang aku betol-betol tak nak jumpa ada kat depan tangga makmal,shitt !!yang dye tu sebok la senyum kat pompuan gile kesayangan dye tu dan kebetulan mirul ada kat depan aku.Hurmm tapi en aku rasa budak kat depan tangga tu perasaan aku kott,bukan macam tapi memang dah perasaan pon,aku je alih muka ke tempat lain.tapi aku kat depan je buat macam tu tapi dalam hati rasa nak tegur dye,nk senyum kat dia tapi aku tak bole.sebab kalau aku buat semua tu aku masih berharap dekat dia lagi ;[.emma cakap dekat aku yang aku tak patut buat dia macam tu,sebab takut dia beranggapan lain kat aku.tapi en dalam banyak-banyak laki yang aku suka en budak kat tangga tu yang paling lama,lebih kurang 1 tahun lebih macam dan aku pown tak tahu apa sebab nye ;[

Yuna - Dan Sebenarnya

oh bulan jangan melayan
diriku lagi pabila
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu-lagu di radio
seolah-olah memerli aku
pabila kau bersama yang lain
adakah perasaan benci ini
sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untuk mu
dan sebenarnya ku
mengaharapkan di sebalik
senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku
ku enggan berpura ku bahagia
ku enggan melihat kau bersama si dia
ohh ku akui cemburu
mula menular dalam diri
pabila kau bersama yang lain
adakah perasaan benci ini
sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untuk mu
dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku
pabila kau merenung
matanya ku rebah jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu
pergi seperti ku bernafas
dalam air

actually lagu ni is about my love story yang sampai sekarang tak habis -habis lagi.Hurmm if aku dengar lagu ini aku confirm akan menangis or sakit hati,tak tahu kenapa.Even aku bagi lagu ni dekat orang yang aku sayang sangat-sangat pon aku rasa dia tak mungkin faham perasaan aku terhadap dia.Because dia tak pernah kesah pasal aku dan keadaan aku,yang ada hanya janji palsu.Tapi aku tak tahu lah kenapa aku masih mengharap kan Mr.Q sedang kan dia selalu buat aku sakit hati dan kecewa dengan sikap dia.Ramai kawan aku kata "lupakn dia.Aku ada juga ambil pesanan kawan aku itu tetapi itu hanya sementara lepas tu aku still mengharap lagi.tapi hanya satu yang aku ingin dia tahu bahawa aku sayang dia sampai bila-bila insyaallah .dan hanya dia yang boleh memiliki hati aku.

20 Benda Yang Paling Di Benci

1. Lipas
2. Orang yang memungkiri janji
3. Berpura-pura
4. Penipu besar
5. Pengotor
6. Tak reti hormat orang lain
7. Bangge diri
8. Hipokrit
9. Pinjam duit orang tak reti nk pulang
10. Orang yang tak ada adap
11. Bajet diri tu perfect
12. Gado kerana menda bodoh
13. Suka cakap besar
14. Mengacau life orang
15. Backstabber
16. Kawan makan kawan
17. Kacau privacy
18. Gila sexs
19. Orang yang tak ada sivik
20. Mat rempit
    

Siti Hasmah Binti Ainuddin

emma atau hasmah kawan baik aku dunia akhirat sumpah aku x pernah lupa jasa dye kat aku.Kat dalam kelas emma ni klu x memekak satu hari memang x sah ada je benda nk dye jerit kan hahaha.Emma ni ganas owhh suka gurau kasar contoh ye mencarut carut,sepak aku haha tapi aku still sayang dye walaupun dye buat aku macam tu.Selama aku kawan dengan emma aku tak pernah terasa pown ape yang dye buat kat dan aku tak pernah cemburu powndengan rupa paras yang emma ada,aku tahu emma tu HOT and POPUALAR ,dan ramai yang ingat aku kawan dengan emma semata-mata sebab emma lawa dan popular.Aku x kesah ape orang nak kate asalkan aku kawan dengan emma bukan kerana dye hot or popular,semua tu xda kene mengene pown aku kawan dengan emma sebab aku ikhlas nak kawan dengan emma x lebih dari itu.Tapi aku senang dengan perangai emma,aku tak pernah merunggut tapi kalau orang lain aku rasa sure tak buat member lagi.senang susah aku sentiasa cari emma walau ape ape pown yang berlaku dan aku betul-betul percaya kan emma.dalam banyak-banyak kawan baik aku,aku rasa emma besfriends yang TERBAIK dari sebelum ni,serious.Dan yang terakhir tentang emma dia x suka orang kutuk belakang(if x puati ckp dpn2)emma ni jenis open so aku x da msalah nk tegur emma or pape je.Ok that's all about siti hasmah binti ainuddin ;D

10 yang harus ada pada PRINCE CHARMING aku ;)

1. mestilah seorang yg beriman (lagi beriman dari aku ;])
2. bukan la seorang BOYAN
3. pandai dari segi pelajaran
   
4. seorng lelaki sejati (bukan gay or pondan)
5. harus la tua dari aku 2 or 3 tahun
6. mempunyai hati yg jujur lagi ikhlas
7. sentiasa mementing kan aku
8. tak control life aku (rimas gle)
9. sentiasa dekat dekat aku
10. mementingkan kebersihan :D (itu yang penting ;])